I know a connection is too much to look at immediately but chathour the reason why let me know she doesnt love me personally anymore?

At long last had gotten a book from this lady last monday night. saying “Im home for a few days, mom isnt doing well, this is so hard on me. I am very tired all right. I text the girl back and asked her easily could appear more than and be together. I obtained a text right back saying.”No”. I inquired her “what would you like us to perform JJ, i’m extremely perplexed nowadays, I favor you and take care of you so much and you are clearly moving myself aside and that I’m uncertain what direction to go” She writing myself straight back” David, do what you would like to-do. We dont desire to mention they” Ok, I am right here if you want myself, be sure to dont drive me out JJ We stated. She delivered me straight back a tremendously small information nevertheless” David everything You will find said is true nevertheless are way too much personally at this time.nothing a lot more to express”

We havent read from the woman since..i’m broken, and devistated, and yet kinda know very well what this woman is going thru..Her mom try dying and she actually is under extreme mental tension.. how injured me thus? We could have plainly taken one step as well as just been family for some time and I has been here on her as a buddy. Why spoil every thing? An integral part of myself kinda dislikes their your ways she harm myself..and apart of me doesnt feel exactly what she claims.